Karenai Hana

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

The Blueberry Song

Hmm, which Blueberry Song shall I sing? Do I have a choice?

I thank God for this day, for the sun in the sky, for the friends that I have, for the times that we have shared. For His love that's all around, 'cause He listens to our prayers, that's why I say thanks everyday.
Because a thankful heart is a happy heart, I'm glad for what I have, that's an easy way to start!
For His love that's all around, 'cause He listens to our prayers, that's why I say thanks everyday!

*Taken from a VeggieTales Production, with minor adaptations. * Well actually its not the Blueberry song, but Madam Blueberry learnt to sing it anyway. Thanking God for a day which didn't end quite well isn't exactly easy. But I guess its better than spending the rest of the day mooching around unhappily. Way better.

What a lovely practise we had today. I just wish those poor misinformed dears from the band could have joined us. It would have enlightened them. I'm glad I know the whole situation though, because when you see it all, and understand why it happened, and why people do what they do, then you really appreciate it. Respecting someone isn't about not knowing or ignoring their not-so-nice sides I guess, but acknowledging them and still respect that person. Guess its not easy. I wish every practise could be nice and successful, but that just isn't the way things are run on earth. And I guess sometimes a good yelling at helps. While at other times it doesn't. For some people it helps, while for others it doesn't. Actually, whether or not something helps or turns out good really depends on the way one reacts to it. I'm just glad I had that sectional to sort things out in my section. And I'm really thankful I didn't get singled out today. Now that's one for the record. Anyway, things don't always work out I guess. Sometimes we need to be reminded. But really, today was an all time low. Nevermind. Tomorrow will be a new day.

Enough of that. I have to write editorials and reports for the newspaper assignment we have. The newspaper is set "somewhere in Norway". Wow. What a delightful place to set it int. Of all the places to set it in, it has to be somewhere I don't know anything about. Had literature test paper returned today. As I looked at my marks, I didn't know whether to be satisfied or upset. It was a miserable 16 out of 25... phone's ringing. Hang on.

Oooh. That was LiBing. She just told me that today is Mr Sze's birthday. OH CRAP. OH NO!!!!!!!!! OH NO OH NO OH NO. Why did she have to go and tell me that? Oh CRAP! Now I feel sooooooo guilty. She was at RI for some stuff I think, not sure where exactly she was, but she said she saw him having a good time with the RI guys. OH GREAT. OF ALL THE DAYS TO TOTALLY SCREW EVERYTHING UP. OF ALL THE DAYS TO MAKE HIM SOOOOOOOO MAD. OF ALL THE DAYS!!!!!!

WHY???????????????????? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?????????

I swear, life is so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIBING, PLEASE SAY YOU'RE JOKING!!!!!!!!!!

Right now all I can think is "Oh s***." Yes indeed. "Oh s***".

Argh. I mean, everything had been going fine for the past few rehearsals and.... I'm just glad I'm not a cellist. I'd be totally dying right now. Eaten up by guilt. Anyway I doubt any of the cellists would react this way so... They'd better not die on us anyway.

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh............................

*Blink blink* To heck with the literature marks. I shall talk about them if I ever get into the mood again. I don't feel like writing anymore. Time to get back to work. If I can actually concentrate. I wonder what YiBing will say...

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