This world is filled with idiots

I swear, if there's one sort of person I hate, its a gossiper. Why? Because they assume, and make asses out of themselves. They don't bother to find out the truth, just gossip away about others behind their backs. Neither do they bother to find out the truth. Why? Because they like it that way. Otherwise how can they carry out their most important purpose on earth? Gossip is basically a distortion of the truth, so how can they afford to find out the truth? In this case I have a feeling I know what fueled it this time round: those jealous idiots from certain schools I shall not mention. Oh I heard it all right: they were jealous we got better results than them. Said we didn't deserve it. They might not admit it now; cover it up with "Oh no, we were really concerned" and "You really suck" and what ever lousy excuses they have, but its true alright. I'm human too, so I know. And if they're so concerned why didn't tell some higher authority in the school? We would have sorted everything out. But of course, that's not what they want. Oh no. Haha. Well, we do need goats to differentiate sheep from.

Practice was ok today. I think Mr Sze looks really "strange" with glasses. Really really "strange". Since this is a public blog, I shall not be too explicit in what I mean. And the band girls are all nuts. Its so obvious they're soooo infatuated by said "strange" looking person. Hahaha. They were all so eager to please. And they were going red. It was so weird to see *ahem* going red when Mr Sze was talking to her. Oh man, we have a whole new lot of BLUSH. *Why do some ppl keep signing in and out of MSN? I think its really irritating.* Ah, the joys of youth. Oh man! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA.......................... *ow, my jaws hurt*........................ Ah, its things like these which really light up my life.

I kept screwing up during the first Allegro of Magic Flute, cause I wasn't used to the speed. Missed all the previous practices when they worked on Magic Flute. Argh. Better memorise it soon. I shall stop listening to the recording. Its so fast its confusing me. But its sooo nice... especially the woodwind solos (which are like everywhere) and the places where the trumpets come in.

Mr Sze said he invited TCHS string ensemble to come down to our practice. I nearly passed out. First I play during O Level class performance and nearly die, now I have to humiliate myself in front of him *I didn't exactly work very hard on "Magic Flute" recently so...* during ensemble time??? I accidentally reacted too strongly to this terrifying piece of news and I'm afraid somebody noticed. Uh oh. Nevermind. He didn't say anything, so hopefully he didn't notice. Its not that I like him or anything. I DON'T! SO QUIT TALKING ABOUT IT TIANYI! Its just that I really really find it funny when people actually suggest that. Not now. I find it damn irritating. But I look at their "Aha!" faces, and I just can't help it! Gosh! What an idea! Sheesh! All I do is embarrass myself anyway, so what's with all this crap??? Argh! Anyway they didn't come *trying to check with them whether Sze really asked them, but he's not replying. Stupid* so whew!

And Tianyi, you wil not like me to say this, but are you sure you're not in love with him yourself? Everytime the subject is brought up, its you who brings it up. I never even talk about him. Sheesh. You do. And you talk to him online too. I don't. And I do think you would make a good match with him. Except that you're a little too tall.

Sigh. Got to get back to writing my newspaper. Its due tomorrow. And I haven't done anything. I doubt Jasmine or Shoo has, they've been busy studying for history. At least Shoo has. Argh. C Lit is also due tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!

nessum dorma, nessun dorma.