Oh great...

Tomorrow is Teachers' Day celebrations... I don't want to go to school!

Haiz, just go, just go. Its a slack day after all.

I don't want to go back to Nan Hua Primary. Whatever for? I've got no more teachers left to visit, except Mrs Ng. The school building is totally different. The building I spent my first two years in has been elbowed out first by Nan Hua Secondary, and now by NUS High. I spent my next 4 years in temporary buildings. Nothing's the same anymore. My primary school days only exist in my memories, which I can visit any day.

Maybe I'll go if Shana does.

End of Year exams are coming. I need to start studying.

I need to start memorizing my Chinese Literature and Biology, I need to start practicing my pieces for Music, I need to start practicing Math, Chemistry and Chinese, I need to start rereading my Literature text and Social Studies textbook. The only subject I don't need to study for is English. That is usually more of an enjoyment than a dread.

I need to start working hard on my CCA pieces. I wish I didn't have to go to Shang Hai.

There's so much I'm carrying on my shoulders. How do I put it down? All of us are carrying an extra 30kg on our shoulders. And it doesn't end on the 31st of October. No, there's still next year to go. And then JC. And then A levels. And then....

Gee, I think too much.

One at a time. No rushing please, take your turn.