Ooooooiiiiii.....:'(
Haiz. Bet he hasn't seen my email yet, its probably got a thick layer of dust on it now. *Writes his name through the dust*. Or maybe he did. And maybe he got pissed off with it and that's why she wants to see me tomorrow.... uh oh... I think too much. Just go and see her. If I do get scolded I won't be the first. Anyway I need to consult her about something too :). *Tries very hard to look positive*.
Chinese Lit test tomorrow. Diediediediediediediediediediediedidiedie. Groan. I should just give up and change to History or something. At least that will be in ENGLISH so for once I will be able to answer in a comprehensive manner. Sigh. But I really don't want to give it up. Its really not cause I don't want to study it, its because I either
1) Can't understand the question
2) Don't know how to express myself
3) Don't know how to use the information I have taken such pains to stuff into my mind.
In other words, I just CAN'T do the paper, except for the fan yi. Which is like, only 20 marks.
...
*Wails*. Excuse me *Blows nose*. Maybe I really should change. For the sake of my O Levels. Sigh.
Music exam coming, as are all the other subject exams. Polish Dance is fun to play! But its so kiddy easy I sometimes feel... embarrassed. Nevermind. Mr Seow says its Grade 7 standard so it should be ok. ^_^ Better than the Clara Schumann. That will have to be filed for the moment. I am so not prepared for my exams. I really wish I could just forget about Math, forget about Chem, forget about Bio, forget Lit, Chinese, C Lit, SS (oh btw I flunked another Timed Trial. How encouraged I am), forget everything and just learn my music wholeheartedly. Then I can take up vocal lessons, harp lessons. Harp because harpists don't use their fourth finger, so maybe I'll be freed from the Curse of the Deformed Little Finger. Hmm. Maybe flute as well. Maybe not. I don't think my fingers are long enough. Ahem. Excuse a fool's daydreaming. 像我这样没有才华的人一定要死读书。。。
Hmmmmph. Que sera sera.
Chinese Lit test tomorrow. Diediediediediediediediediediediedidiedie. Groan. I should just give up and change to History or something. At least that will be in ENGLISH so for once I will be able to answer in a comprehensive manner. Sigh. But I really don't want to give it up. Its really not cause I don't want to study it, its because I either
1) Can't understand the question
2) Don't know how to express myself
3) Don't know how to use the information I have taken such pains to stuff into my mind.
In other words, I just CAN'T do the paper, except for the fan yi. Which is like, only 20 marks.
...
*Wails*. Excuse me *Blows nose*. Maybe I really should change. For the sake of my O Levels. Sigh.
Music exam coming, as are all the other subject exams. Polish Dance is fun to play! But its so kiddy easy I sometimes feel... embarrassed. Nevermind. Mr Seow says its Grade 7 standard so it should be ok. ^_^ Better than the Clara Schumann. That will have to be filed for the moment. I am so not prepared for my exams. I really wish I could just forget about Math, forget about Chem, forget about Bio, forget Lit, Chinese, C Lit, SS (oh btw I flunked another Timed Trial. How encouraged I am), forget everything and just learn my music wholeheartedly. Then I can take up vocal lessons, harp lessons. Harp because harpists don't use their fourth finger, so maybe I'll be freed from the Curse of the Deformed Little Finger. Hmm. Maybe flute as well. Maybe not. I don't think my fingers are long enough. Ahem. Excuse a fool's daydreaming. 像我这样没有才华的人一定要死读书。。。
Hmmmmph. Que sera sera.
posted by munchkin @ 10:33 PM
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