Four years later...
Hmm. I remember first stepping into Nanyang. I was Pri 5 then, and we had come to see a production by.... some school called 青鸟 (some mythical thingie) in the Siew May Auditorium. I didn't understand the play at all, but I was rather impressed with the size of the school.
Today's my first day as a Sec 4, and it sure doesn't feel like it. Sigh. I can't believe it. Not just yet anyway. Sec 4! With the O lvls barely a year away. Oh noooo... I'm growing old!
Haha. I guess there's still a good part of my life I haven't lived yet.
Sec 4!!!
-_-. It feels soooo unreal. I remember my first day as a Sec 1. Going down the steps of the classroom block nearer to the auditorium. I remember my angel used to nag at me for going home so early ^_^.
Unreal.
Libing got into RJC, I heard. Congratulations dearie! I shall do my best too and join you next year!
Though with all the IP students, I'm not sure if I want to go to either HCJC or RJC. Its so imtimidating with all the pro people there. But if I don't go to a JC, I don't think I'll be ready to go to a Polytechnic or overseas yet.
What to do? Maybe I should go overseas with Elaine. Go study psychology with her :) I cannot imagine studying with all those smart IP people. It's just not possible for the rest of us O Lvl trackers to fit in. I don't know what the people at the top are thinking, but I do hope they know what they're putting us students into.
*haix*
Even if I do go to those two JCs, I don't think I'll be going to join string ensemble. Firstly HCJC will have all those pro people from HCISO, then RJC will have all the ex-concertmasters and -concertmistresses. So what will poor Janey do? Probably join English Society or something like that. No debates. I do not wish to grow any older than I already am.
Sigh.
Stuck in a dilema. What to do, what to do? I wish I could get to heaven faster. Instead of having to wait this life out. Bleah.
Hai. Don't want to be 16 so soon. Don't want to turn 16 at all. Don't want this deary, boring, tiring, meaningless life.
Seems like we always know what we don't want, but rarely know what we actually want.
Today's my first day as a Sec 4, and it sure doesn't feel like it. Sigh. I can't believe it. Not just yet anyway. Sec 4! With the O lvls barely a year away. Oh noooo... I'm growing old!
Haha. I guess there's still a good part of my life I haven't lived yet.
Sec 4!!!
-_-. It feels soooo unreal. I remember my first day as a Sec 1. Going down the steps of the classroom block nearer to the auditorium. I remember my angel used to nag at me for going home so early ^_^.
Unreal.
Libing got into RJC, I heard. Congratulations dearie! I shall do my best too and join you next year!
Though with all the IP students, I'm not sure if I want to go to either HCJC or RJC. Its so imtimidating with all the pro people there. But if I don't go to a JC, I don't think I'll be ready to go to a Polytechnic or overseas yet.
What to do? Maybe I should go overseas with Elaine. Go study psychology with her :) I cannot imagine studying with all those smart IP people. It's just not possible for the rest of us O Lvl trackers to fit in. I don't know what the people at the top are thinking, but I do hope they know what they're putting us students into.
*haix*
Even if I do go to those two JCs, I don't think I'll be going to join string ensemble. Firstly HCJC will have all those pro people from HCISO, then RJC will have all the ex-concertmasters and -concertmistresses. So what will poor Janey do? Probably join English Society or something like that. No debates. I do not wish to grow any older than I already am.
Sigh.
Stuck in a dilema. What to do, what to do? I wish I could get to heaven faster. Instead of having to wait this life out. Bleah.
Hai. Don't want to be 16 so soon. Don't want to turn 16 at all. Don't want this deary, boring, tiring, meaningless life.
Seems like we always know what we don't want, but rarely know what we actually want.
I wish you were around so I could talk to you. You always make me feel better.
I shall have to wait I suppose. As patiently as I can.
Sigh.
Someone save me from Literature! I don't understand the thing at all! HEEELLPP!!!
posted by munchkin @ 8:40 PM
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