happiness = science ?

So. I duly went for the A*Star seminar this morning.

And have only one conclusion.

I don't think it's what I want to do. Because from what I see, only the best, brightest and most committed fly. The rest swim about in the pond and do work for them.

And I know I'm not the creme de la creme. Neither am I willing to pour so much of myself into such work.

Maybe I'll give up the science for the humanities after all.

Sigh. I was hoping the seminar today would clear my head, but it seems like it's just made me even more muddled.

Since I feel so uncomfortable about it, I'll just happily assume that it's not the thing for me.

I guess.