ever ever after

Storybook endings, fairytales coming true.

Shana has been writing her latest story. It kind of inspires me to continue with what I've been doing. Seeing how I'll be going to FASS, guess it's the perfect time to enjoy my reading and writing again.

Goodbye Bio, goodbye Chem. It was a fun last two years with you all. Fare you well. At least for now.

I'm kind of excited, but kind of scared too >.< Nice to be young eh? I don't know.

I wonder where Sami has applied to. I miss him. Especially now he's working. When I'm awake, he's asleep. When he wakes up, I'm at work. When I finish work, he's working. When he finishes working, I'm sleeping.

Sigh. Should I drop him an email? But he probably wouldn't reply. Then I'd wriggle with uncertainty. Ah forget it.

Eh?? Somehow everytime I complain about this, I find him online almost immediately. Hmm. Annndddduh, I can't help smiling again. As usual.

Which is nice because I found myself so dead today at work. Think it's PMS. First Jiaying and Angeline and Ameerah poked my poor womb so hard it hurt all the way home till I got a heated blanket over it. Gonna scold them tomorrow.

And and. They did this stupid Chinese paper today. And I felt so stupid. Because for SOME reason I just couldn't remember all my fan yi ci and liang ci and even HOW to write simple words like cake and stationery!

Oh my gosh I'm so stupid. And I even got mixed up with blue and basket! Stupid Stupid STUPID ME!!! And of course Wei Ren got to know about it. I think I caused him a lot of trouble today, because I taught the kids the wrong words.

Ah crrap. And Wei Ren the ex-Chinese High guy OF COURSE had no problems with his Chinese while this poor failure of an ex-NYGH girl just couldn't measure up. And to think I took CHINESE LITERATURE too. And DID NOT fail.

Wow.

ever ever after. If you keep falling for the same guy, is that what love is? Sami Kasperi Lahtinen. Even his name sounds like it comes from a fantasy.