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STUDY FAIL.

I'm so dead for PS2239 tomorrow.

I've read most of the readings and all of my notes, but I can't really remember much, except the general concepts. DIE. I'll have no examples to use tomorrow. I can't even remember the finer points of the concepts, just a brief idea of what they are... This module is like trying to learn political science and history simultaneously. At one go.

Should have taken history at least once during secondary school or JC. Fail fail fail. >.<

The marker will have fun writing 'how?' and 'explain' and the like all over my answer script, I'm sure of that. (I'm sure there're at least 20 'how?'s written all over my pathetic B- essay.)

:(((((

Can I just give up now?

AH, GOD. Is pol sc really for me?

Feels like the European studies* mod I took last semester, where I really couldn't remember what was going on between Napoleon and WWI in Europe. Somehow still got past it... Don't know how that happened. Must have been God.

SOS, God. Looking at this pile of undone readings, feels like there's really no point in struggling on.

Whatever. Just do what I can. Just do what I can.

Today's JS2213 exam was a bit of a scare when I first saw the questions. They were so specific. "X term was mentioned by Y lecturer. What is this concept and what does it imply?" Like??? I was going "oh no oh no I don't remember this term....!" cause I didn't take down that word! OH my gosh. My entire answer, 20 marks, is hanging on the correct interpretation of that one word. Crrrrap.

See, therefore there's no point knowing the general stuff and concepts if the question is going to centre on one FREAKING particular word. What to do. Apply l33t skills of inference. Sigh.

On a slightly brighter note, we managed to get a B for the JS project. Which was a relief, cause it was so shallow and biased and naive I thought we were gonna get C or something. JS tutor is a nice person after all. I would have given myself C+/B-.

Back to futile efforts at reading 2239 notes.

*Thanks to that module I know get shivers of dislike whenever I see any thing related to the EU. Talk about mental trauma.