at home again

It's e-learning week. There are certain benefits to this, I must admit. First, not having to go to school so early in the day. Second, yesterday's public admin online tutorial was much livelier and fruitful than usual. It's definitely true that being online and not having to look at people face to face makes people less inhibited. But I still have language tutorials. We're the ones who will brave disease, disaster and foreign invasion to master our foreign languages.

Oh yes and jason ng did not turn up for japanese tutorial on Monday because he had a project meeting in Tampines. Hmm. I did expect that we would continue to have Japanese lang classes, one reason being that it's kinda difficult to teach these classes online, but ah, I suppose some people I know act before they think.

Oh well.

Finding it difficult to practice the songs for the musical. They're either emo or a bit (or maybe more than a bit) cheesy (even the composer himself said that). The lyrics, that is. And it's kinda hard to practice with real feeling when the song is making your hairs stand on end. The other one belongs to a genre that isn't my cup of tea, so... And jon was telling me the acting was making him depressed. Well guess what. Playing the music isn't so easy either. I feel noticeably more down as compared to before I practiced it.

Bweah.

I need a sponsor. Just received an email from esplanade that berlin phil is coming to town with sir simon rattle, but the cheapest tix left are $350.

Is there some agency I can complain to? Surely its not fair that esplanade is only doing adverts AFTER most of its tickets are sold out. It was the same with Joshua Bell.

T.T

Sigh. So depressed now. It would be the same if they never came to town, but somehow it feels worse that they're coming and I can't go hear them.

T.T *heartbroken sobbing

I NEED A RICH PATRON!!!!!!!!

Anyway. A bit worried for a friend. Have been for a while. I guess its inevitable that people talk less when they're far apart, but that's not doing anything to make me feel better.

Because you see, truth is truth because it's the only truth. If it's only one kind of many types of truth,

Then it's not Truth anymore. And we're all in BIG trouble.

Postmodernism is an insidious thing indeed.

Nevermind if you didn't understand that.

I'm just really worried.