Game of Give and Take

What's the Nobel Prize and love got to do in common?

According to one laureate, both are something you shouldn't look for.

Now, I really shouldn't be blogging. I should be finalizing my Fun O Rama Budget. But I'll put that aside for a while...

I'm not into Disney songs or anything, but I like Phil Collin's rendition of You Can't Hurry Love.

You can't hurry love,
No, you just have to wait.
She said love don't come easy,
It's a game of give and take.
You can't hurry love,
No, you just have to wait.
Just trust in a good time,
No matter how long it takes.

Sometimes it feels like you care, at other times it feels like you don't. Did I do something wrong, say something wrong? Am I reading something wrong? I miss you so much. Or am I missing the good times instead of you?

Argh.

I'm so stupid. I know very well what you care about. And it's certainly not me.

I wonder if I'll ever dare to tell you how I feel about you? But what do I really feel about you? Do I really like you that much? I'm afraid that I don't, that I've read even my own feelings wrongly.

Even if you did care for me, then what? What can possibly come out of it? If you were by my side, someone that I see everyday, I think you'd never care for me, or even be interested in me. I think I'm not the kind of girl you'd like.

You can't hurry love, no, you just have to wait. They say love don't come easy, it's a game of give and take.

Even though I know there'll be someone else I'll like in the future, I can't seem to think of anyone but you. Maybe I shouldn't think about the future, but just live in the present. And in the present, I like you a lot.

Ok, end of that emo soliloquy. Sheesh. What's wrong with me? I'm so not an emo person. Dots. Anyway. Got that off my back.

Back to my Budget. I don't think I'd ever want to be a minister or anyone that has to plan a Budget. >.<