If you haven't got time, don't read this. It's not worth it, trust me.

Is it possible to die from a heavy heart? Or at least get very very sick? (I don't exactly want to die yet.) Then I could get out of school. This sucks. My weekend's almost over and it feels

What's the point anyway? I'd be missing school infinitely then, because there'd be no cure.

I wonder how all those romance story heroes and heroines manage to die of a broken heart. I don't think it's possible. Of course my heart's not broken, just that it's swinging around so hard it might hit a rib cage or something and break one day.

Back to the point. I mean, people like Liang Shanbo die of a broken heart (hey, he's male. I thought only girls did the super emo thing). Why do people keep writing about such stuff if it's not possible? Maybe because it feels like it could happen.

Because if I could fall super sick right now, I would be able to skip Thursday's Mass Media CT. For the most intriguing topic of the A levels' syllabus, it's the most boring package I've read so far. I truly don't know how they've managed to make wonderful, lively and interesting GP so dead boring and long buried and prayed over. Someone should acknowledge their efforts.

As it is, I'm already getting better from the last bout of sinus. It's not helping that my heart was lightened during the first hour of this morning. And that Lord Jesus takes away my burdens too, when I think of His sacrifice and promises to me. Of course the latter is a good thing, but the former's not as good, especially as I'm already starting to suffer from the lack of sleep.

Glutton as I am for punishment, here I am, once again, sitting up in front of the computer. Stupid me. Unfortunately, I'm learning there's no cure for such ills.

Aiyoh. What's wrong with me, ranting away like that? Let's turn off Liang Zhu and listen to Sarasate instead.

Let's get back to safer ground. I've realized I didn't know the true condition of the newspaper until I saw this morning's headlines. HEADLINES. I mean, it could have been all very nice and well as the main article in the lifestyle section, where it REALLY BELONGS, but nooo, they thought it was so newsworthy as to stick it right in the first few prime pages. I mean, gee, I thought only TABLOIDS did this. And what about more important matters like the US presidential elections? Oh, just a small piece of news saying that the outcome isn't clear. The most intriguing, historical US presidential elections in decades and all they can say is: the outcome, isn't CLEAR. Oh my Gosh. And you blame my peers for not giving a damn about politics? Well who in the world would if all you had was a press that never cared about such matters? WHOSE FREAKING FAULT IS IT AFTER ALL???

My gosh. Don't any of you higher-ups who know damned more than we do about ourselves ever try to tell me that we kids are apathetic because we're bloody damn apathetic and immature and childish. BECAUSE IT IS SO NOT SO. Don't believe me? Well just take a darn good look at what you chose to print in the first few pages of the ONLY decent newspaper we have. Look me up when you finally get the message.

Actually, it's ironic that the 'safer ground' I retreated to, isn't actually very safe. Hey, no names mentioned right? I'm not worth suing, so please don't waste your time, money or breath doing so.

I can't believe I actually had to post the above disclaimer.

Right. I sound like some sort of malcontent. Ha. Now that I've got it off my back I'm really going to go back to the GP package.

Before that, I must say that when I heard about a particular sauna I had a sudden inclination for voyeuristic behaviour. Ah well. Thankfully, I won't ever be able to do it. Oh my gosh. What's happening to me???