Fun O Rama XIX is now officially HISTORY
It's Post Fun-O-Rama day 1 . And tomorrow is Counting Coupons Day.
But I shaln't talk about FOR yet. Not for some time now.
Mika Hakkinen was driving at St. Andrew's Street today. But I gave it a miss. Maybe it's because I'm not really allowed out (or rather, don't have a reason to go out). Maybe it's because I'm too tired (I spent today sleeping). Or maybe it's because Mika-sama's face in the newspaper today looked really tired, old and downcast. If my family had just split apart, I would be too. But then I don't know what really happened.
Hmm. I'm feeling down myself. Since life is a cycle, I should have expected this after the past few days of fair and sunny weather. But because life is a cycle I guess I can look forward to things getting better. And then getting worse after that. But just as pain warns us of danger to our body, sadness reminds us of what we have (or had. But that's too pessimistic).
Sometimes I wonder if my own sadness is self-inflicted. By analysing too much, taking hints that aren't there or worrying too much. Sometimes it's just so hard to tell. I think I may have offended you or got you into trouble, but I have no evidence. I think I may have been too obvious about my feelings, and you caught on about it, but once again, I've got no evidence.
I should just paralyse that part of my brain. It's working overtime.
In any case, this is a good time to renew my promise to you: I will not spoil our friendship.
Rawwr. But I wish you'd tell me stuff sometimes, instead of keeping it all to yourself...!
Haix. I wonder how many people will turn up for school tomorrow? Maybe less than half the J2s, and slightly more than half the J1s. Somehow I think the J1s have more energy than us "older folks" :)
I wish somebody I could talk to would come onto MSN now. I wish Limpie would come on now. Then I could tell her more about FOR. Therapy for that traumatic experience :D Nah, not really. I think I did enjoy myself with Lai Yeng and Eater. And Yokie, when she was social enough to walk around with us.
I hope to see them all in school tomorrow.
Wait, correction: I hope to see Yokie in school tomorrow, because she's the only one among us with skiving tendencies.
But I shaln't talk about FOR yet. Not for some time now.
Mika Hakkinen was driving at St. Andrew's Street today. But I gave it a miss. Maybe it's because I'm not really allowed out (or rather, don't have a reason to go out). Maybe it's because I'm too tired (I spent today sleeping). Or maybe it's because Mika-sama's face in the newspaper today looked really tired, old and downcast. If my family had just split apart, I would be too. But then I don't know what really happened.
Hmm. I'm feeling down myself. Since life is a cycle, I should have expected this after the past few days of fair and sunny weather. But because life is a cycle I guess I can look forward to things getting better. And then getting worse after that. But just as pain warns us of danger to our body, sadness reminds us of what we have (or had. But that's too pessimistic).
Sometimes I wonder if my own sadness is self-inflicted. By analysing too much, taking hints that aren't there or worrying too much. Sometimes it's just so hard to tell. I think I may have offended you or got you into trouble, but I have no evidence. I think I may have been too obvious about my feelings, and you caught on about it, but once again, I've got no evidence.
I should just paralyse that part of my brain. It's working overtime.
In any case, this is a good time to renew my promise to you: I will not spoil our friendship.
Rawwr. But I wish you'd tell me stuff sometimes, instead of keeping it all to yourself...!
Haix. I wonder how many people will turn up for school tomorrow? Maybe less than half the J2s, and slightly more than half the J1s. Somehow I think the J1s have more energy than us "older folks" :)
I wish somebody I could talk to would come onto MSN now. I wish Limpie would come on now. Then I could tell her more about FOR. Therapy for that traumatic experience :D Nah, not really. I think I did enjoy myself with Lai Yeng and Eater. And Yokie, when she was social enough to walk around with us.
I hope to see them all in school tomorrow.
Wait, correction: I hope to see Yokie in school tomorrow, because she's the only one among us with skiving tendencies.
posted by munchkin @ 9:19 PM
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