THANK YOU SHOOEE I LOVE YOU!

Yes, perhaps when my interview is over tomorrow, I'll drop by to Daiso or something to destress.

Yes, I am looking for smaller, more solid coloured beads too because I too, think the large ones take the glamour away from the intricate prints, which I love too! ^^

And which I paid a lot of money for too >.>

K. THE interview is tomorrow. Actually there're many good things about it being tomorrow.

1) It's April Fool's tomorrow, and all the kids were chuckling evily when they went home today. SO, because of the interview, I don't have to see them tomorrow! Hip hip hooray. Goodness knows what they'd do otherwise.

Unfortunately, Weiren is starting his internship tomorrow. Tomorrow is a heck of a day to start his internship. No me and no Ming Hui. No Aunty Weng Yin. And it's April Fool's. Mannnn... Good luck, Weiren. And. I want to hear about all the pranks I'm sure they'll play on you ;P

2) I'm probably the first batch to be interviewed, so this means that the interviewers won't be so tired or so sian, and won't have any solid standard to go by yet! Hopefully.

But I'm learning about faith, and I'm learning to put whatever God gives me on the back of my hands. Just barely balancing it, never grabbing it, always allowing God to take control. In Christ we have freedom.

Daddy has been doing something very cute. He has been leaving little strips of paper bearing Philippians 4:6 everywhere in my room for me to find :) So far I've found 6 pieces.

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

So the first thing I did was to give thanks, first for such a loving and kind and involved father, who has been so supportive in every way.

And I've been taking time to discover hymns that I never had the chance to sing. Their authors, their stories, their melodies and their words. Most new songs today fade in comparison. They are like light and meaningless snacks compared to the richness and depth of old hymns.

Haish. Today another little bright spark in class told me that "You and Teacher Ming Hui are in love."

What is with these kids? Why do they keep saying this? It is irritating and embarrassing. It stopped for awhile after I threatened to slap the next person who dared to say it, but seems like the trauma of a screaming, shouting Teacher Jane is fading. >.<

Maybe it's just cause they like both of us. That should be it.

Once again, thank goodness neither of us is going to be there tomorrow. Whew!

So cute. So irritating. But still so cute.

But it is also unlikely that their irrrrritating hypotheses would come true because.

...

I need someone smarter. And more dependable. And expressive. Sorry Teacher Ming. You're cheerful and fun and funny and even charming at times but my mom would totally flip if anything grew between us. And she wouldn't be the only one. Even though you do fulfil the most important criterion of being a Christian, somehow people, even God's people, don't always see it that way. Sad to say.

Still, if I could introduce you to some of my friends without being hated by their moms I would. Because you're a good person. And you'll turn out ok because God is your god.

Since that is so sometimes I wonder why I still come up with all these other criteria.

Not gonna burst my brain thinking of that tonight. In the meantime being your friend is fun.

Just like being friends with all of my friends is fun ^^

So I just got to remember, the interview results is God's business not mine.

And after it, my life goes on.