Karenai Hana

Friday, July 24, 2009

Bursting dams

Whooo! Finally got this blogger, or rather, SingNet problem fixed.

For all poor Singaporeans undermined by a lousy ISP, please refer to

http://sporecowboy.blogspot.com/2007/05/solution-for-singnet-problem-on.html

for the solution! (For IE, that is. Firefox, I believe, is Crtrl-F5)

Anyway, here's my blog post for yesterday, 23-7-09

"Gideon Days

I feel like crying, screaming, stamping my feet and slapping some persons right now. ALL at once.

First. Why choose me? I am like, the least capable person of all potential persons.

Second. God is already taking people away from me.

Have you ever heard of such a case? Where the leaders in church tell the sheep, "Thou shalt not serve the Lord thy God"???

Like what the? TOTALLY WHAT THE???

I'm evidently not ALLOWED, yes not ALLOWED to involve the singers from the Chinese Choir. Who do they think they are, God???

I'm SO glad I'm not them. They have SO MUCH to answer to Him.

I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to call those people on the phone RIGHT now and tell them how much they've hurt me, and how much trouble they are in RIGHT now.

Somehow, it's like God, halving Gideon's army.
Well I guess if I can see it that way, it's not so bad. It's ok, even.

Mommy says it's good, in a way. The whole Chinese ministry is one big screwed up mess right now. So I should stay away.

When the water stinks, don't get in."

K that was that. The water can go rot, evaporate, dry up, flow down the drain, I don't care.

This is Tuesday's blog post 21-7-09

"It's three years to the day, and I find myself watching the recording of Nanyang Glitters.

I don't know whether I'm correct or not, but it seems like in the Sarasate it was a budding soloist and a student orchestra. I mean, we had STUDENT Orchestra written all over us.

Sigh. Maybe it's just me. I always look back to the time in NYSE when we weren't playing, aka the not-in-practice times with a fond smile. And until lately I haven't felt the desire to join another orchestra again.

Except maybe now I think it would be nice to join one.

Except, again, I don't know if I'll make it into NUS symphony orchestra. >.<

Audition Requirements:
TWO contrasting pieces
Sight-reading
Scales

Oh crap, I'd better restart my violin lessons soon!!!"

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