時間が一番欲しい

Two exams tomorrow, and another on Friday.

Struggling over how I should allocate my time now. I've spent a lot of time on ps2238 already, but I'm still not ready. Been neglecting ps2248. Sigh. Thank God my Japanese is up to par though, so I don't have to spend so much time on it.

I'm so tired. So tired of this major already. So many things to get my head around. Can't seem to remember much. Got two B- already for essays.

It doesn't seem to make much sense. Like why do I care. But it's not like there's anything I'd want to do anyway.

Times like this bring up existential questions: what the heck is this major for anyway? There seems to be so much more to life.

I give up trying to get A. Just get me a paying job that I can live on. I don't believe happiness is found in fame or brilliance.

今私はちょっと寂しいです。誰か私と同じ気持ちですか。きっとPrawn-さんも疲れますが、私より上手ですよ。はああ～如何すればいいですか。私の友達は今とても遠いでうす。そして好きな人も遠いです。

だああああああいいい好きよ～～　もっと、もっと、私を愛してよ...

如何すればか。GO BACK TO YOUR STUDYING, THAT'S WHAT.

K. Stop being distracted by useless feelings.