Icarus

Sigh. Something frustrating has happened. I took down quotes from books for my PS draft without taking down the page numbers. Cause I did it before Farah went through it in tute.

I know it's not an excuse, and that I should have looked for the books earlier, but all the books I need are currently on loan and not about to be returned any time soon.

I'll never make the same mistake again. This I'm sure.

Decided not to fake the page numbers, even though it looks highly incomplete without them. To acknowledge Him in ALL my ways, so that He will make my paths straight.

>.< Grrr. I'm so angry. Somebody doesn't like me, I'm sure.

Aunty kawai told me in church today that I should go find the vegetarian to look at. She says he looks... different. But she didn't say how so. Which is killing me. Because I'm torn between asking her outright and arranging a date with the vegetarian, both of which actions might show too explicitly that I care more than I should and therefore..

It's killing me. I'm dying of curiousity.

Found an outlet in writing a short story. Was going to submit it to the competition, but it's turned out far too long. Guess who the 'prince' is like. Lol. Somehow, even though some part of me screams 'pathetic loser', writing stories, dreaming, and learning how to make chocolate feels much better than simply mooching about.

Even though I know the higher I go, the farther and more likely I am to fall.

What do you do when you're simply attracted to something you just can't forget?

Why, you dream, of course.