Been plagued by a recurring unhappy dream. Kind of like everybody's dream except my own come true.

Oh God, I don't understand, and I'm running out of patience and hope.

Actually it's only appeared once at night, but several times during the day. That's the worse bit, when you can't wake up and think, it's ok, it was just a nightmare.

It's interesting, still. Allow me to analyse the status quo. I am running to a computer to relieve my feelings publicly/privately depending on how many people read and actually take note. If this had been before the computer and internet age, would I have more or less people to tell? Ah, now that is really interesting.

Oh what am I saying? >.<

it's ok, it's just a nightmare.

it's ok!

please! oh please.