Clearing my name

Hmm. I have just allowed through a strange comment that in itself is harmless, but leads me to doubt its sincerity...

No harm letting it through I guess. Even if I may just be allowing this person to do some advertising.

Must blog today so that ms Shana Poon cannot blame me anymore for not being on MSN or for not blogging. Every time I'm on MSN she's not, so I may as well be the one scolding her for never being on. There we go.

My life this past week has been more meaningful since I created and followed (thus far!) my schedule created on Thursday. My biggest targets now are my grade 8 piano exam, picking up Japanese again, and baking lots of new stuff!

Aunty kawai likes the suji cake I made! She said it was great. I'm so happy... yet it might have been better to have made a mistake or two. I always get it first time right, but then never again get it so perfect. Until maybe the fifth time haha. I can't possibly be making 5 1kg cakes until I get it right...

I want to go on an overseas holiday!!!

):

First there was Australia, but it the dates and air tix didn't work out. Then there was Hong Kong, then I got the message that I wasn't welcome (no offense taken of course, but some doubts over quality of friend's bf). Now Mom has just sent me an email flyer about cheap trips to Japan (for under $1000, but free and easy), but now I got no one to go with me.

*Wallows happily in self-pity*

Anybody...?

Sigh. Not really looking forward to church camp as much as before (note: as much, not that I don't want to go), cause none of my friends are going, Mom says its unlikely that I'll get to access the beach, and guess what? I'm on duty for worship service.

Ahahaha. How did it happen?

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."

Yup, that's how it happened. That's also why I've decided to 冒一次险 and pick up my Japanese language again. I don't really understand how I'm gonna get pass all of that, but I get this feeling I should be doing it, even if I don't want to.

It's a complicated feeling, so let's just keep it simple and not think too deeply about it.

Just do it.