I just kinda like being at home doing stuff. Plus I have a lot of stuff to do. Like learn as much Japanese as I can before term starts, practice for my piano exam, practice for church worship, finish reading the Old Testament notes I got from Dr. Griffith's class and keep up with current affairs. And bake lots of new stuff too! (Chocolate eclairs!!! XD)

So I shall not let people make me feel anti-social and weird just because I don't need to go cavorting and traipsing around Singapore everyday. I guess the sort of things that make me happy are just different. Similarly, I don't need Facebook or Twitter to be entertained. *For example, Why do I need to be connected constantly to so many people? Is it really being connected? Or just going with the flow? So is there any real meaning to that kind of connection?*

I shall also not let people make me feel out of place and awkward just because I do not giggle and chatter like other girls. Like, if you want to go ahead man, I don't mind. Just do expect me to do so when I've only just known you for a few weeks.

Yups. Maybe it's just my period talking, but lately I felt a little abandoned by everyone who's just got other things and other people (their church friends; going on exchange trips together; new university friends; church activities; going overseas with other friends) to be preoccupied with. But on further inspection maybe it was me who did the abandoning first.

And on further reflection I also realized I don't really feel abandoned either. So I shall not allow myself to be led into thinking so.

Plus, I think worrying excessively about such things is just leaving God out of the picture. I mean, He takes care about such stuff too.

Feels like today's blog post is aimed more at someone else rather than myself! Lol. It feels like a weight off my back saying this, but you mean now I have to explain my behaviour? Lol. That's silly.

Can't wait for Elaine to be home! :)